100 Mile finish number 15 is in the books. I completed the AT100 in 21:43:13, good enough for 10th place out of 106 finishers (and I am guessing 145 starters). With 9 FURs (Florida Ultrarunners) toeing the line, we had a great time as a group.
I love the number 10. Having made a career in finance, I live in a "base-10" world every day. Four years ago, I got married on 10-10-10. The week before the wedding, I ran the AT100 as my bachelor party and had a blast with Andy Mathews, Andrea Risi & June Leland. Going back this year, I had a lot of fond memories from the previous trip, including stopping at this cross street on the way to the race site. I am not a believer in numerology, but enjoy any time I can work "10" into the conversation.
I did not feel well prepared for this race. Following Western States in June, I had a summer of leisure where I put on 15 lbs. and lost the best of my conditioning. I trained decently the month leading up to the race, but did not go in with high expectations. My Good/Better/Best goals for this race were Finish/Sub 24 hours/Sub 22 hours. I knew I would need a near perfect day to challenge 22, and 24 would take some real work. I thought about starting slow, but instead committed to pacing Luis Barrios through the first 20 or so miles. Luis came to Arkansas in tremendous shape and was poised to post a great time if his stomach held out, and he didn't fall prone to a jack-rabbit start.
The weather forecast couldn't have been much better. 45 degrees at the start, sunny and 70 in the afternoon, dropping back into the 40s the following night. The FURs were generally jubilant to run in these conditions after a summer of training in Florida's heat and humidity.
Luis and I planned to hold to a 12-13 minute pace through those first 20 miles, and we stayed very close to that throughout. We came though the first crewed aid station at Lake Sylvia (mile 16.4) in good spirits and on track. As usual, George Buffington was doing an amazing job of coordinating support for multiple runners along with Eric Shelton, Dave Bracken & Vinnie who were awaiting their chance to pace Andy Mathews and Patrick Bene later. Luis and I finally separated around mile 24. Not because I slowed down, my pace stayed right about the same. Luis just sped up, and looked good doing it. I assumed that would be the last I saw of him other than the turnaround.
I passed the 25 mile marker in 5:01 and knew I was going a little too fast. I put my headphones on, slowed the pace just slightly and just tried to stay steadily going forward. I ran the next 60 miles largely alone and had very few conversations. I did exchange pleasantries with a couple of young guys who kept passing me on downhills, and I would catch them on uphills or at aid stations where I did not dawdle. At the second crewed aid station, Lake Winona (mile 31.9), Dave told me that all the other FURs looked good, and Luis had pulled a good 15 minutes ahead of me. He had much the same feedback at Powerline (mile 48.0). I completed the second 25 mile section in 5:17, just about the slow down I had anticipated.
I looked forward to approaching the turnaround (mile 57.9) because I knew I would get to see all the leaders on the way out, and then see my friends on the way back in. But I was shocked when I saw the leader come through 18 miles ahead of me on his way to a 15:59 finish. I saw Luis near the base of the hill approaching the turnaround and knew he was still about 15 minutes ahead of me. I made the turn knowing I was in 27th place (my unofficial count). I made it a goal to make it into the top 20 by the end of the race and resolved to hold pace as best I could. Coming back the other way, I saw in quick succession all of the FURs, all looking on track to finish. Not that Patrick and I are ever competitive with each other (that is a straight lie), but when I saw I had a 45 minute lead on him at the turn, that became a second goal. I knew he has the running talent to catch me, but I was not going to make it easy.
When I came through Powerline the second time (mile 67.9), George & Vinnie told me Luis had just left and I was closing the gap. I charged towards Smith Mountain with renewed energy, but was soon frustrated with the choppy footing on the jeep road up there. By the time I came down off the mountain I figured I had bled too much time to hit 22 hours overall. I finished the third 25 mile section in 5:39, against a goal of 5:30. On tiring legs, I just did not see holding on for a 22 hour finish. I had not run anything longer than 34 miles since Western States, I knew the last quarter of the race would be a real challenge.
I saw Luis for the first time as I came into the Pigtrail aid station at mile 79.7, but he took off quickly. I saw him again at Lake Winona (mile 83.9) and we began to run together again here. Kind of. Any time I got shoulder to shoulder with Luis, he would accelerate and pull 10-50 yards ahead of me. I would catch him as I trotted and he walked the next uphill, and as soon as I pulled abreast, he would pull away again. I was working harder than I wanted to, but I realized we were both benefitting from the back and forth flow of our running so I kept pushing him. Finally, Luis's stomach gave up on him and he pulled back a little just shy of mile 90. Food had started looking and tasting bad to me as well, and I only took in 2 gels over the final 12 miles. I was fortunate to finish before completely bonking.
Once Luis was behind me, I started talking to myself. 22 hours was still within reach if I could stay steady. But I didn't stay steady, I actually picked up the pace. I caught the two young guys on an uphill for about the 5th time, and this time pulled ahead to stay. I knew they were waiting for the next downhill to catch me again, so when I crested the hill, I ran down as hard and as fast as my quads would allow. I was still 8 miles from the finish, but decided to empty the tank now and see what happened. I came to the last aid station, Pumpkin Patch (mile 93.7) feeling great about how I was running. A volunteer reminded me the next 4.5 miles was choppy jeep road, downhill at first and then uphill the second half. I decided I would continue to run the downhill as hard as I could and then walk some of the uphill if I had to.
The mind does funny tricks late in race when it is exhausted. My head was lost in the music as I tried to pound every step harder than the one before. I had no thought other than FASTER. I didn't care of I collapsed 2 miles from the finish, I just wanted to see how far I could run this hard. Suddenly I looked up and realized I was at the top of the hill and onto the final downhill stretch, 2.4 miles from the finish. So I ran harder still. This was another one of those precious moments that only comes every so often when running and I was making everything I could of it. I caught another runner as I stomped down the hill, and quickly pulled away from him. With 0.5 miles to go, I saw the headlights of another runner and his pacer just ahead. He was limping and walking slowly as I went by. But I didn't let up then either, I ran all the way through to the finish.
21:43:13. I ran the final 25.3 miles in 5:46, far stronger than I should have given my lack of training. When the RD told me I had finished in 10th place, I was shocked. I summoned my full vocabulary and exclaimed, "Holy Shit!" I had moved from 27th place to 10th pace over the final 42 miles. Another top 10 finish in an ultra, my 24th overall (it helps to enter smaller races). I was (and am) elated. I love the number 10. It has been and always will be my friend.
Luis came in just a few minutes behind me, and the rest of the FURS came in over the next few hours, Sean Connolly, first-timer Danielle Zemola, Andy & Patrick together, Tim and Stephanie just a bit later. We had a 100% finishing rate for Floridians where the overall race had at least a 30% drop rate. We finished 4th in the team competition, our best showing yet. I won't gush about it here, but having that large a Florida crew together (13 of us including crew and pacers), really made this a lot of fun. There is definitely something to be said for getting a large contingent of us to a destination race.
I entered the AT as a chance to go away with a bunch of friends, and as motivation to train in the summer months. Running 100 miles in crisp, cool weather reminded be of how much more fun this can be when the humiture isn't through the roof. I am really looking forward to the winter race schedule.
Monday, October 6, 2014
Thursday, July 3, 2014
Western States 100, June 28-29, 2014
26
hours, 38 minutes, 44 seconds. I finished. With a time nearly 5 hours worse than my
"best" goal, and almost 3 away from silver buckle pace, I would
normally be crushed. But I am strangely elated and satisfied with this time
because I FINISHED! And how I did it. I
am going to stay away from a blow by blow account of the course and my progression
through the race. Hundreds of people
have written detailed reports on running WS100, I don't need to rehash all that
here. But I do want to touch on a number
of vignettes from within the race.
The entire 1960 Winter
Olympics took place here and the residual facilities are still self
evident. The valley is beautiful with
mountains and ski lifts rising on all sides.
The village has several good restaurants and bars which we took advantage
of.
Maybe
the best part of the pre-race routine is just the camaraderie of runner, crew, and
pacers during the journey. For two days, we three joked
around, toured the area (Lake Tahoe and Emerald Bay in particular are drop dead
gorgeous),
and ate. And we lounged around. A lot.
Back home, real life would never allow me that measure of relaxation. I napped, we watched the World Cup, I napped
in the sun, I read everything I could about the area, I watched the race
flyover on Google Earth repeatedly, and I squeezed in more nap time. I did everything I could to remain calm and
relaxed. The closer the race start
approached, the more it consumed my thoughts, especially as well wishes came pouring in through Facebook, email & texts. I was overwhelmed by the volume and was pretty keyed up by Friday night.
I
felt like I did everything right coming into Western States. I dieted for months, trying to keep my weight down. I did plenty of miles of training, but didn't
overdo it. I got in my mountain training by spending time at our place in the
NC mountains, as well as running the first 65 miles of Cruel Jewel in May. I did tire pulls, pulling a miserably heavy
tire up and over the Gunn Hwy overpass repeatedly every Monday. Each Wednesday, I went to the gym and did
deep squats, calf raises and leg raises for strength. I did heat training with at least one mid-day
run in the sun every week wearing multiple shirts, long sleeves and a thermal
cap in 90 degree heat. My last two 15
milers at Hole In The Fence I wore a long sleeve the whole way round,
determined to acclimate to the heat I would face in the canyons.
The
one thing I neglected was altitude training.
I knew the first half of the race was at higher elevations. But I've run and hiked out west on a number
of occasions, never having a breathing issue, even going as high as 13,000
feet. I knew there was little I could do
on the east coast anyway, but in retrospect wished I had worked something
out. Doing 10-15 miles on a training run
is much different than racing between 5,000 and 8,500 feet for 38 miles, and then
still having a 100K to go once the race dropped below 5,000 feet.
I wasn't 5 minutes into the race before my labored breathing began. The first 3.5 miles is a 2,500 foot climb to
Emmigrant Pass and I struggled the whole way up.
I
spent those first 38 miles just bleeding time against my goal pace. No matter how hard I pressed, I couldn't keep
the pace I needed. My legs felt strong,
on downhills and uphills. I just couldn't
suck in enough oxygen. I was light
headed that entire first 8 hours. If I ran too fast, I was downright
dizzy. I had trouble remembering things, especially keeping track of salt pills. Once the race dropped below 5,000
feet just past Dusty Corners, my head cleared up. But the damage was done, I had built up a big oxygen deficit in my blood stream that would not correct itself without hours, if anot a full day of rest. Every uphill was agony, my breathing would be
out of control within 100 feet of climbing.
I love to climb. I have taken
great pride in building that as a running strength and passing people on uphills. But it wasn't to be so for WS. I bent over and kissed my knees about 500
times, losing precious time throughout. The difference between a sub-24 hour
silver buckle and 26:38:44 can be explained right there. I need altitude acclimation before I come
back to WS or try a Leadville or Wasatch Front.
Outside
of the breathing thing, I had fun! I was
sorely disappointed when I knew sub-24 wasn't going to happen. Patrick
began pacing me from Forresthill and we pushed the pace hard to catch up. But it only took a few miles for him to see my breathing wasn't going to le tit happen. I apologized to him and Any repeatedly. But my head never went south, which has happened
in other races. No temper tantrums, no
sour outlook. I joked at every aid
station, and tried to compliment every volunteer I saw all day. Even when I felt terrible, I tried to smile
at everyone around me. I genuinely
enjoyed the experience. Several of the
views were breathtaking. The views from the top of Emmigrant Pass and later
looking west towards Auburn from the ridgeline just pass Michigan Bluff were
spectacular. Those panoramas alone made the
race worth the effort. And I was very pleased
that the heat (we had good weather, it never got super hot) never bothered me,
and my legs felt strong all day.
The
organization of the race is amazing. It
may be an expensive entry fee, but they spend the money well. Every aid station was well stocked and well
run. They checked your number coming in and
going out of every station (I took great delight in announcing myself as
"upside down 69" all day). I
was met by a greeter at every aid station who followed me all the way through
making sure I had everything I needed and everything was OK before I left. There were medical checks and weigh-ins at 8
different aid stations. But they were
never looking to pull you, it was always about making sure you had what you
needed to keep going. They WANTED
everyone to finish. At Rucky Chuck Far
when I lingered a few moments too long talking to Andy, the aid station captain
came over to say I looked way too good to be sitting and told me get the hell out of
his aid station. Now.
I did have one really low point at Auburn Lake Trails at mile 85. I was feeling low on sugar coming into the aid station and told Patrick I needed to sit and eat for a few minutes. The moment I sat down I began to feel woozy, my head was swimming. I tried to signal to Patrick I needed extra time without letting the aid station volunteer know I was struggling. Patrick distracted her and I stuffed my face with chicken soup for 10+ minutes. 200 yards into the woods I had a coughing fit that turned into explosive vomiting. For the next 60 seconds I convulsed and emptied everything in my stomach. I looked at Patrick knowing I'd had a nasty little stretch. The aid station was so close behind us I could still hear it. Instead, I turned and bolted down the trail. I ran almost continuously the next 4 miles to Brown's Bar, putting distance between myself and a moment of weakness. After that, we just progressed steadily towards the finish.
The
last few miles were the high point of my running career. I've boasted recently that I have been
lucky enough to win 4 ultra races, two just in the last 6 months. But this mediocre finish in the middle of the
pack beat all of those wins. I was finishing
the Superbowl of ultrarunning. The only
thing that had gone wrong was largely out of my control and I had already
reconciled myself to it. Andy met us at
Robie Point and I was finishing the last mile with my best friends flanking me. I told them I was not going to sprint the
finish, but when Placer High School swung into view, I could not help myself. I hit the track in full stride (or my best
fascimile thereof with 100 hard miles already completed) and quickly remembered
I couldn't breath at that pace. But by
now, I could hear the announcer calling my name and people beginning to clap, there was no
way I could slow down now. I had tunnel
vision coming down the last straightaway and the world was going gray as I
crossed the finish line. I accepted the
medal and immediately looked for a chair to recover.
Three
days later, I am still euphoric. I didn't
get the coveted silver buckle, but I have worn my bronze buckle everywhere
since. And I will go back. There are other races to run, other distances
to conquer. But my name will go into the
lottery this fall, and every year until I get back in. I will break 24 hours.
Monday, June 9, 2014
Lake To Ocean 100K - June 7, 2014
I
am not an elite ultrarunner (I think by definition, ALL ultrarunners are elite runners).
I've been at races where I was privileged to see Mike Morton and Karl
Metzler compete. I know what super elite
looks like and I don't belong in that conversation. I have running friends who I consider elites;
Sung Ho-Choi, Brad Lombardi, Amy Costa, and others. I am not in that picture either. But I just won my fourth ultra and am feeling
pretty damn good about it. The first 2 wins were at 50 milers several
years ago and under less clear circumstances.
When I won Ancient Oaks last December, I was elated, knowing that was
likely the one, only, and last real victory of my running career. To do it again less than 6 months later has
me on Cloud 9.
3
weeks ago I had the pleasure of spending a long weekend with Justin Radley running
(and not finishing) the Cruel Jewel 100M.
Justin has an enormous wealth of running information, and one of the
dozens of topics he mentioned was he was running the upcoming Lake to Ocean
(L2O) 100K that runs on the eponymous trail from the eastern shore of Lake
Okeechobee to the Atlantic Ocean at Hobe Sound. Everything I've done this year has been
geared towards toeing the line in Squaw Valley June 28 and being prepared to
post a good Western States finish. Part
of that preparation has been heat training to be ready for the canyons out
there. Once per a week, I have been
going out at mid-day dressed in multiple layers of long sleeve shirts, jackets
and knit hats for a 1-hour run in the full sun.
Sheer misery. I thought L2O would
be a nice test of my heat training, and a good last, long training run before
the WS taper begins. I emailed the race
director Jeff Stephens and was fortunate someone else had just dropped out.
This
race was special before it ever even started.
This is the inaugural year for the race, which always increases both the
novelty and adventure factor as the RD figures out what works and what
doesn't. It was contained to a very
small field of 24 runners, over half of whom I know fairly well. We had a big group dinner in Indiantown the
night before the race where the excellent camaraderie of the Florida Ultra
Runners was self-evident to the other unfortunates dining around us. Although several runners were upset when Andy
Mathews predicted only 5-8 runners would finish the race. Saturday morning, it was pretty cool to stand
for Jeff's pre-race briefing and know nearly every face around the circle.
We
started off at 6:30 AM and tried to set a reasonable pace from the
beginning. It was already in the high
70s with 97% humidity, my shirt was soaked 2 miles into the race. Andy (A1), Renee Tavokoli, and I ran together
from the beginning; and chatted with a new ultrarunner, Mark Cudak who ran with
us for a few miles. He told us this was
his first ultra ever. I wished him luck
even as I privately chuckled that he had picked an awfully difficult race to
cut his teeth on. The course was challenging
to follow, we had to pay extreme care to stay on track. The course is well marked, but being fairly
new and little used, there wasn't a starkly defined single track of bare ground
to follow for much of the race. I felt
like I was having a good day staying focused on the markings, A1 & Renee
let me lead most of this section.
We
came into the first aid station 14 miles in, already a little washed out from
the heat & humidity. Because of the
length of the leg, I had started the race with a 100 oz Camelbak which I was
happy to shed in favor of a cooler Nathan belt for the shorter legs
forthcoming. A1 was a little slow
through the aid station and I rushed him out by departing into the woods with
Renee. But after a couple minutes, I
held up and waited for him, knowing we wanted to run much if not all of the
race together. I also knew A1 would be a
good governor for me, he would not let me over-extend myself just 3 weeks out
from WS. When he caught me, it was clear
he was already suffering in the heat. I
suggested salt or sugar, and he broke back down to a walk to eat and
drink. I decided to catch back up to
Renee thinking A1 would catch us easy if he was feeling good.
I
had my only 2 falls of the race on this next stretch. It was really getting hot (still only 10AM in
the morning) and my head was beginning to swim.
I didn't see a big root, hooked it and went down hard. I broke the fall with my right hand on the ground,
but managed to hit a spiky piece of wood that cut my palm open. I broke back into a trot, examining my palm
for the extent of the injury (minor) and immediately went down again. Idiot.
I worked hard the next few miles to keep myself in focus. Renee
and I passed Chris Knight somewhere in here (still gassed from Wickham) and trotted
into the Grade Road aid station at mile 20.8 with only Christian Stewart and
the new guy, Mark ahead of us. Christian
was already having trouble with the heat and took an extended break to cool off
(Christian was eventually admitted to the hospital overnight as a precaution,
last I heard, he will be fine).
Renee
and I started leg 3 together. I noted to
her we were running second & third in the race and we needed to keep it
that way. By now we were deep into JW
Corbett Park and sloshing our way through the swamps. We trudged through water that varied from
ankle-deep to mid thigh. I never saw any
alligators, but heard from others later they did. This part of the park was
beautiful with bromeliads growing profusely from the trunks of trees with wildflowers
colored lavender and white growing in the more open areas. Renee vacillated between being between 3
steps and 30 yards behind me. Somewhere
around mile 24 I looked back and she was gone.
I ran the race alone from there.
I
came into the third aid station around mile 30 feeling ragged again. Here there was a 1 mile lollipop loop to be
run which led back to the aid station, so I elected to do it first before
refueling. I dropped the belt and ran
with a single hand-held feeling much cooler.
Mark Cudak took an extended break here to cool off before his lollipop
loop so I was briefly in the lead. I
came back to the aid station and hunkered down for food, fluids, and a shoe
change before proceeding.
Jeff
set this race up as crewed-only, no aid station support would be provided. Joining the race late, I did not have a lot
of crew options, and was enormously lucky that Susan Anger agreed to crew A1
and I both, in the presumption we would be together or near each other most of
the race. Susan leaves nothing to chance
whether coordinating aid stations or crewing individual runners. Despite us telling her we would bring what
we needed, she came prepared with gatorade, water, ice towels, chairs (with an
umbrella or something over it), towels, wraps (turkey, avocado & cheese),
everything. Over the course of the race,
I used all of it. She laid ice towels
over my shoulders, neck & head as I performed a full sock & shoe change
to get the accumulated mud off my feet.
I
saw Mark head out on the next leg as I finished up, he was back in the
lead. But I knew I was leaving the aid
station just a few minutes behind him. I
was in full race mode now and badly wanted to catch him. But every straightaway I came to, he was not
in sight. Which meant he had more than a
couple minutes lead on me. I wanted to
press hard, but the heat was really beating me up. By now the temperature was in the 90s, there
were very few clouds, and the trail was wide open. I was over-cooking like an overdone pot
roast. I finally came out of the woods
and headed down the Beeline Highway towards the 4th aid station at roughly mile
37.
As
I approached, I could just make out Mark departing on his next leg. I was crushed. I knew this meant he had a solid 10 minutes
on me, he had actually widened the gap. Susan's car was not there. I knew with A1 lagging back, we had all
agreed pre-race she would always wait for the slower runner, the lead runner would
have to wait at the next aid station until she got there. I plopped down on the ground next to the
highway in front of Mario's car. I tore
off my race shirt. Screw it, A1 told me
I shouldn't push too hard today. I'll
just wait here until Susan arrives. The
next leg is 11 miles long in the hottest part of the afternoon, I can't go on
without my Camelbak anyway. 37 miles and almost 7 hours into it, I was
ready to cede the race until fate intervened.
Mario
called Susan to see her whereabouts. As
I sat there, defeated, another runner began talking to me. I had
never met him before, he was Rich White from Tacoma, Washington. He started the race amongst the leaders but
made a wrong turn in the first section.
He wound up back at the start line after 28 miles, dehydrated and
done. But rather than pack it in, he
stayed to watch the rest of the race. He
asked me what I needed, to which I initially said "Nothing", I was
just going to wait for Susan. But his
wife and son filled my water bottles and he opened up his entire running kit
for me. It was like having a running
store suddenly appear next to the highway. By this time Mario had determined A1 had dropped
out of the race and Susan was no her way, but 15 minutes out. Rich's encouragement had been enough to start
my engine again. No way was I waiting 15 minutes, I was only 10 minutes back. I
took some gel blocks from him and trudged out.
For
a few miles I felt fairly foolhardy. I
was attempting to nurse 70 oz of fluid through 2 1/2 hours of running on a day
my sweat rate was extraordinarily high. But
I told myself that Mark and the other runners were all experiencing the same
conditions. If they can do it, I can do
it. I managed to run 4-8 minutes at a
stretch with only 60-90 second walk breaks to cool down just a little. There were times I literally felt like I was
cooking, and that is when I would walk. I
had been taking Endurolytes every 30 minutes from the start, I accelerated that
to 20-25 here. I rationed water to
myself hoping to make it 11 miles without running out. And then fate intervened
in my favor again.
A
wicked looking south Florida thunderstorm began to move in. I heard the lightning strikes approaching and
actually picked up speed knowing the cooling rain was coming. I didn't skip a beat when lightning struck
100 yards or so to my left. Two minutes
later, I felt a buzz in the air, and BAM, I watched lightning strike the ground
not 100 feet to my right. I was
thrilled, rain was coming. It started as
a drizzle, then steady rain, and then a heavy downpour. I love running in the rain. We may not have the thrill of running in the
mountains in Florida, but there is a special joy in flying through puddles with
lightning striking around you during a summer thunderstorm. It
rained for nearly an hour and I only stopped to walk twice, long enough to grab
a salt pill and get it down. Running
through the Loxahatchee Slough was the best I felt the entire race.
Just
as the rain ended, I came out of the woods and up onto a levee. I looked ahead, and thought I could just make
out Mark in the distance as the trail paralleled a canal. As the rain stopped and the sun returned, it
was suddenly like running in a steam room, it got real hot. I tried to temper
my newfound enthusiasm enough to not overheat prematurely. I soon passed the spot where I had seen Mark,
checked my watch, and calculated that I
had closed the gap to 7 minutes. I used
the energy from that knowledge to plow through Riverbend Park, through the
underpass on Route 706 and over a couple ladders to the next aid station.
Susan
and A1 were there waiting on me, as were others, including Rich and his family. So was Mark.
He was seated in a chair, shoes off with his crew treating blisters. He looked tired and worn out from the heat,
but probably no worse than me. With 15 miles
left in the race, I acted better than I felt.
I sat in a chain the shade and chatted with everyone as A1 & Susan
shuttled supplies from the nearby car and Rich handed them over. I had multiple ice towels wrapped around my
shoulders, neck & head. I drank a
coconut water and a Starbuck's espresso double-shot (I took in at least 2 small
bottles of fluid at every aid station that day). A1 gave me updates on other runners and
basically told me to go finish strong. I
gobbled some more wraps from Susan, put on my Camelbak filled with 100 oz of
water and carried another 25 oz of gatorade in a handheld bottle. The next leg was almost 13 miles and I would need
as much as I could carry.
The
last long leg of the race goes under I-95 and then through Jonathan Dickinson
State Park. Growing up father north, I
think of a park as a nice place with lots of trees. Not so much in southern Florida. It was mile after mile of open fields, darting
around and over palmetto roots; all the while with the late afternoon sun
blazing me from the left. Every time I
thought the trail approached the woods and shade, it would veer back into the
open. It was awesomely cruel. I ran this section in a really weird state of
mind. On one hand, I knew I was in the
lead, I could win the race if I stayed steady, and I kept telling giving myself
a pep talk, saying I was a bad ass for getting this far, this fast. On the
other hand, I had seen Mark run earlier, he was much faster than me. If he even caught sight of me, he would be
able to pass me. Maybe other runners had gotten a second wind
and were closing the gap. Previous
failures, not just in running started to creep into my head. I spent those 3 hours in an odd state of
panic; redlining my legs and my head with everything I had left.
Before
the race, Jeff had given everyone a laminated half-sheet of paper with detailed
instructions on how to navigate certain sections and turns. I had read it and re-read it throughout the
race. It was an invaluable tool for me,
I was never in serious jeopardy of going far off course on a trail had never
seen before. It said at mile 56.5
"You will cross over South Florida's largest ancient sand dunes." Well
that sounded nice. I've run across sand
dunes before. Running in deep sand is
not much fun, it makes your legs work that much harder. But sand dunes are 50-100 feet across, rarely
longer, no big deal. I hope I don't miss
them not paying enough attention. No
such chance.
It was 2.5 miles of sand dunes with climbs and descents of 20-30 feet each. Jeff told me later there were 14 hills. I cursed the course on every climb and then pounded down the far side as fast as my feet would move. At that moment, I hated those dunes with every ounce of my soul and I was not going to let them slow me down. I wanted to get to the beach before dark. At the very end, I plowed through some brush and out onto Route 1. Looking down, I had burrs not just on my socks & shoes, but stuck directly into my leg. As I crossed Route 1, much to the delight of A1, Susan, and others at the last aid station, I was treated to a drive-by yell of "Get-out of the road mother-f****". With great joy, I dropped the camelbak for the last time. A1 picked the burrs off my legs and Susan gave me a fresh hand-held bottle of ice-water. I learned from them no one was close behind. I could walk the last 2.5 mile section and win. But I heard Susan bragging to a passing driver what was going on and I felt compelled to run.
Once
I started running, the pavement felt shockingly good. I took a couple real short walk breaks but
made great time. Not much can match the
sense of elation I felt coming over the drawbridge over the Intercoastal and
seeing the beach pavilion came into sight. Success!
I had envisioned for hours the plunge into the ocean. I was worried though about sharks in the
water at dusk. I've never been afraid of
swimming in the ocean day or night, but wouldn't it be something to get bit
after surviving 62 miles and 13+ hours of hell on land that day? I dropped my water bottle and watch as I
approached the beach and headed down the sand as fast as I could still manage.
I scanned the beach and saw at least a dozen fishermen setting up to do a little
night shark fishing. With that knowledge
I took 3 steps into the water and dove head first before it was 2 feet deep.
Jeff,
Rich, Susan & A1 were right there to tell me. Jeff told me I had finished
in 13:36, new course-record (a gratuitous bonus of winning the inaugural race). Mark finished in second in 14:50 a really
impressive effort for anyone, much less a first time ultrarunner. Renee was third overall and
first-place female in 15:43, she is scary tough out there. Only 7 of
the 24 starters finished the race under the cutoff of 18 hours (3 more finished
after the cutoff). The post-race beer at
the finish was fabulous, and took the last bit of energy I had left.
There
are too many friends to thank individually, I've tried to acknowledge the support
I got throughout this report. I will
call out Jeff Stephens for putting together an outstanding and challenging race. I hated the heat, but hope he will have me
back. The sense of openness and being away from civilization on this course is unmatched in Florida races. Susan Anger's attentiveness and aforethought
as crew is unmatched. I had heard stories, but never seen it this up close and personal. I will seek her
out every time I can. Andy Mathews I treasure. I reckon we have run several thousand miles together the last 7 years. He knows just the
right things to say to me at just the right time to keep my head on straight at
a race, I will be counting on him in 3 weeks.
As I said in the beginning of
this race report, I am not an elite ultrarunner. But I will savor this feeling for as long as
I can. It is with particular pride that both races I
have won recently were overly-hot, sweat-soaked bloodbaths. It feels good to know I have excelled under
ugly conditions. I may never win again,
I didn't expect to after Ancient Oaks and don't expect it will happen again
after this. But I head out to Western
States in a couple weeks feeling really good about my preparation.
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Cruel Jewel 100 - May 16-17, 2014
DNF. The 3 worst letters in ultrarunning. Did Not Finish. Depending on which end of the spectrum I am
feeling at the moment I see it as: Did Not have the Fortitude or Did Nothing
Foolish. Either way, this race
report does not recount an epic journey nor overcoming odds. I am forcing myself to capture it so I don't
forget the mistakes made.
I was extremely fortunate that at the 11th hour, Justin Radley agreed to be my crew and pacer. For a race of 108 miles that includes 31,000 feet of climbing and 31,000 feet of descent, I needed support. I could spend several paragraphs describing how good he is, but suffice it to say, he was everything I could ask for. We had a good ride up to Blue Ridge, GA, and everything was good with our race preparations up until the race briefing. The RD, Willy Syndram noted the Benton Mackaye Trail Association was still not fond of us running on their trail, and close to half this race covers the BMT.
The local forest ranger came in and said that due to the rain forecast, there was a potential they would divert us off the trail and onto dirt and gravel forest roads after the turnaround point so we did not damage the trail while wet and muddy. It was clear as he spoke, the BMTA had used their influence to limit our use of the trail. That meant a 100 mile race instead of 108 miles, and only once through the BMT & Dragon's Spine. Still a great race, just not as epic as originally planned. I decided not to fret it and just focus on running the planned course until told otherwise.
I
saw Justin for the first time at mile 25.5 at the Old Dial Road aid
station. He was never hard to find, he
had my jeep parked with 10 feet of every aid station. He told me the bad news here: the ranger had invoked the rain route, we
would not make the full trail return to the start. My reaction was self evident as I scarfed
pizza on my way back out.
I was pretty down the next 2 miles. Damn it, it wasn't fair. I wanted the epic 108 mile journey. But I kept talking to myself and decided to make the best of it. It was still a gorgeous race, I'd still cover 100 miles, and still have to pass the test of the Dragon once. And then I made my critical mistake of the race. The way the ranger had described it, the last 44 miles of the race would be on dirt & gravel forest roads. That still meant some ups and downs, but none of the wicked climbs and descents of the trail that followed the ridgeline. I could probably average sub-15 minute miles over the last 44, maybe even approach 12 minute miles. With an easy second half, why hold back until the turn? I approached the Dragon's Spine deciding to let it all hang out.
The Dragon's Spine on the Duncan Ridge Trail is 13+ miles of the best trail running I have seen. The trail largely follows the ridgeline of the mountains. No switchbacks, just straight up followed by straight down, and repeat.
What a mistake. I pressed hard up every climb and flew down every descent. I ran well all the way to White Oak Stomp and mile 48. Justin said I made it as high as 6th place in the race. But I had drained the tank dry. After that, the 700 foot climb over less than a mile to the peak of Coosa Bald left me washed out and I struggled during the long and difficult 2,300 foot descent over the next 3 miles. By the time I got to the turnaround point at Poor Decisions I was not feeling good. I sat in a chair inside for close to 20 minutes, chatting with Justin, determined not to stop. I had to go back out. Here is where I got my just rewards for the earlier bad decision. I was not immediately headed onto the forest roads. No, the next 16 miles would be a return to Fish Gap on the trail including the climb up Coosa Bald and the Dragon's Spine. Then the last 28 miles would be on forest roads. Ooph.
As
well as I ran the first 48 miles of the race, I performed that badly on the 8
back to White Oak Stomp. The climb up
Coosa Bald was torture. I stopped every
100 yards or so to kiss my knees and get my breath back. I really lost my head in here. I stopped taking
salt pills, I stopped taking in sugar. During that 3 hour stretch I took in less than
4 ounces of fluid (compared to 20+ per hour up until then). I took my headphones off, frustrated I
couldn't keep my legs moving in cadence with the music. My last mile took me
nearly 34 minutes. I staggered into White
Oak Stomp and told Justin I needed to rest in the warmth of the jeep. I ate soup.
I ate skittles. I ate more soup
and then more skittles. But after 90
minutes, I felt no better.
I've
agonized over the decision for several days since, waffling between "good
decision" and "no fortitude".
I often tell people, completing a 100 mile race gives me the confidence
to push through tough, long days at work, tough days at home. It is very hard to come to grips with what that
means when you can't or don't finish the race.
But just like work, even if I
hate the failure, I can learn from it. I
had excellent performances at Pinhoti and then Ancient Oaks because I planned a
good race and then stuck with the plan.
Changing plans to be more aggressive early in the race was a foolhardy,
and rookie mistake. Maybe this will be
a good thing for me to have fresh in my head going out to WS next month.
Friday, February 7, 2014
Rocky Racoon 2013
My experiences at the Rocky Raccoon 100 this year led me to write a race report much less about the race itself and more about the events around it.
Flash back to circa March 2013. My good friend and weightlifting buddy, Ken Burnham, approached me about running a half-marathon. His brother-in-law from Atlanta was running the Disney marathon the following January. We hadn't been weightlifting as consistently recently, muscles were quickly turning to fat; this would be a good way to stop that. I responded with an F-bomb. "Are you crazy? Who wants to run that far? Our weekly 3 mile jogs are plenty to stay in shape." It took him nearly a month to shame me into taking up the challenge. And soon after I began the journey into distance running.
Flash forward to 10 months later in Orlando. At mile 11 somewhere in the Magic Kingdom, Ken looked over at my labored breathing and decided to dust me then and there. I finished in 1:46, with Ken several minutes ahead. I was furious at losing and immediately asked for a rematch 2 weeks later at the Hops (now Gasparilla) Half. There, he pulled his calf around mile 4. Good-hearted friend that I am, I never broke stride, beating him by 10 minutes. And I was hooked (the running bug did not hold Ken as it did me). 4 weeks later I ran the Clearwater Marathon in 3:58 and an obsession was born. While I give him grief about it occasionally; I owe Ken in a big way for pointing me down this path. Without him I would not have had the amazing experiences of the last 10 years, nor meet the coterie of wonderful people.
Flash forward another 10 years later to the 2014 Rocky Raccoon 100. Never having attended an ultra before, Ken (he and wife Nancy now live in Dallas) agreed to be my crew. For a rookie crew, you could hardy ask for better support. I got repeated emails on the days leading up to the race as he checked and double-checked the packing list. The entire drive down to Huntsville Friday, he picked my brain on what to do and when. By the start of the race, he was comfortably set up at the finish with everything we needed. He spent the day talking to other runner's families and rooting on his new friends. While not currently an active runner, I knew the long time athlete and competitor in Ken would enjoy this environment and event.
I came to Huntsville trying to break 20 hours. I felt really good coming off Ancient Oaks and Croom Zoom, and had high hopes. Alas, the weather did not cooperate. The temperature started at 62 with high humidity, rose to 76, and never felt like it cooled off (until a cold front moved in an hour after I finished). I ran really well the first two 20 mile loops, completing them in 3:39 and 3:45 with quick turns after each. But the heat finally caught me in lap 3.
I fell hard twice (Andrea is right, it really should be called ROOTY Raccoon) early in lap 3; and then lost my head shortly after. I kept forcing salt, sugar, and fluids; but was bleeding time as I tried to pull it together. Sweat poured off of me at every step, and my head felt like I had vertigo. At the end of third lap (4:05), I went straight into the aid tent and sat down. I just needed a few minutes to cool off and recover. But when the nurse heard me tell Ken I had only peed twice in nearly 12 hours of hot running; it was clear she was not letting me leave until she was sure I'd be OK. I was served mashed potatoes and several cups of Pedialyte and asked to get them down before departing. All the while, with Ken chirping in my ear, "Come on Andy, you have to get going." Ken wanted 20 hours as much or more than I did.
I started lap 4 and got my stride back easier than I anticipated. I re-gauged my goals and focused on beating 21 hours. I figured a 4:30 in lap 4 and a 4:45 in lap 5 would get me comfortably in. Lap 4 came in right on plan at 4:29, and I felt really strong down the stretch with a final lap of 4:35 for a total time of 20:49:21. Ken and I celebrated with a couple post race beers and left quickly when the cold north wind finally started to blow. I wasn't disconsolate on not hitting 20 hours. As Andy Mathews texted me shortly before the start: "You can't control the weather, you can only control Andrew. " I feel good about my time. I especially feel good about how I maintained in the conditions, moving up the leader board in each lap. After lap 1, I was in 144th place, and from there moved up to 92nd, 68th, and 54th in successive laps, finishing in 45th place. And the best was yet to come.
Flash forward to Monday morning. After spending the Super Bowl with Ken and Nancy, I had to fly to New York City for work Monday morning. But prior to my departure, 8 inches of snow arrived in New York to further dampen departing Bronco fans' spirits. My flight out of Dallas was greatly delayed and I took up residence in the airport bar. Ken had a later flight and joined me a little while later. We were recapping the race once again when he looked over at me and said "You know I watched everything at the race, and couldn't help thinking, I might be able to do that..." Time will tell just how good this weekend turned out.
Flash back to circa March 2013. My good friend and weightlifting buddy, Ken Burnham, approached me about running a half-marathon. His brother-in-law from Atlanta was running the Disney marathon the following January. We hadn't been weightlifting as consistently recently, muscles were quickly turning to fat; this would be a good way to stop that. I responded with an F-bomb. "Are you crazy? Who wants to run that far? Our weekly 3 mile jogs are plenty to stay in shape." It took him nearly a month to shame me into taking up the challenge. And soon after I began the journey into distance running.
Flash forward to 10 months later in Orlando. At mile 11 somewhere in the Magic Kingdom, Ken looked over at my labored breathing and decided to dust me then and there. I finished in 1:46, with Ken several minutes ahead. I was furious at losing and immediately asked for a rematch 2 weeks later at the Hops (now Gasparilla) Half. There, he pulled his calf around mile 4. Good-hearted friend that I am, I never broke stride, beating him by 10 minutes. And I was hooked (the running bug did not hold Ken as it did me). 4 weeks later I ran the Clearwater Marathon in 3:58 and an obsession was born. While I give him grief about it occasionally; I owe Ken in a big way for pointing me down this path. Without him I would not have had the amazing experiences of the last 10 years, nor meet the coterie of wonderful people.
Flash forward another 10 years later to the 2014 Rocky Raccoon 100. Never having attended an ultra before, Ken (he and wife Nancy now live in Dallas) agreed to be my crew. For a rookie crew, you could hardy ask for better support. I got repeated emails on the days leading up to the race as he checked and double-checked the packing list. The entire drive down to Huntsville Friday, he picked my brain on what to do and when. By the start of the race, he was comfortably set up at the finish with everything we needed. He spent the day talking to other runner's families and rooting on his new friends. While not currently an active runner, I knew the long time athlete and competitor in Ken would enjoy this environment and event.
I came to Huntsville trying to break 20 hours. I felt really good coming off Ancient Oaks and Croom Zoom, and had high hopes. Alas, the weather did not cooperate. The temperature started at 62 with high humidity, rose to 76, and never felt like it cooled off (until a cold front moved in an hour after I finished). I ran really well the first two 20 mile loops, completing them in 3:39 and 3:45 with quick turns after each. But the heat finally caught me in lap 3.
I fell hard twice (Andrea is right, it really should be called ROOTY Raccoon) early in lap 3; and then lost my head shortly after. I kept forcing salt, sugar, and fluids; but was bleeding time as I tried to pull it together. Sweat poured off of me at every step, and my head felt like I had vertigo. At the end of third lap (4:05), I went straight into the aid tent and sat down. I just needed a few minutes to cool off and recover. But when the nurse heard me tell Ken I had only peed twice in nearly 12 hours of hot running; it was clear she was not letting me leave until she was sure I'd be OK. I was served mashed potatoes and several cups of Pedialyte and asked to get them down before departing. All the while, with Ken chirping in my ear, "Come on Andy, you have to get going." Ken wanted 20 hours as much or more than I did.
I started lap 4 and got my stride back easier than I anticipated. I re-gauged my goals and focused on beating 21 hours. I figured a 4:30 in lap 4 and a 4:45 in lap 5 would get me comfortably in. Lap 4 came in right on plan at 4:29, and I felt really strong down the stretch with a final lap of 4:35 for a total time of 20:49:21. Ken and I celebrated with a couple post race beers and left quickly when the cold north wind finally started to blow. I wasn't disconsolate on not hitting 20 hours. As Andy Mathews texted me shortly before the start: "You can't control the weather, you can only control Andrew. " I feel good about my time. I especially feel good about how I maintained in the conditions, moving up the leader board in each lap. After lap 1, I was in 144th place, and from there moved up to 92nd, 68th, and 54th in successive laps, finishing in 45th place. And the best was yet to come.
Flash forward to Monday morning. After spending the Super Bowl with Ken and Nancy, I had to fly to New York City for work Monday morning. But prior to my departure, 8 inches of snow arrived in New York to further dampen departing Bronco fans' spirits. My flight out of Dallas was greatly delayed and I took up residence in the airport bar. Ken had a later flight and joined me a little while later. We were recapping the race once again when he looked over at me and said "You know I watched everything at the race, and couldn't help thinking, I might be able to do that..." Time will tell just how good this weekend turned out.
Monday, November 18, 2013
Pinhoti100 - November 2-3, 2013
Pinhoti Race
Report - 11/2-3/2013
I
finished Pinhoti in 23:34:40, my 11th 100 mile finish. I went to Sylacauga with the stretch goal of
breaking 24 hours on a course that has beat me up twice before, and all the
stars aligned for me. My training went
well, including a 10 day vacation of hiking and running in the canyons out
west, and 4 days of running in the mountains of Virginia while visiting my
parents. I stuck to a diet for the first
time in I don't remember how long. Going
to the race 10 lbs. lighter than my last race had to make a difference.
I
had one brief down spot from miles 29-31 where it got real hot and I started to
lose my head a little bit. But I took
some endurolytes and sugar and pulled it back together fairly quickly. The only real downer of the day was coming
into Adams Gap at mile 55 to see Patrick sitting in a chair, done for the
race. I tried to cajole him to rest an
hour and start back up; but he had dug too deep, too early. Fortuitously for me, his loss became my gain
as I inherited his excellent crew and pacers who were jonesing to go. Dave ran with me the next 30 miles over the
hardest part of the course. It is some
very pretty, but wickedly difficult terrain, particularly going up and over
Horn Mountain. We ate up the miles by seeing who could tell
the longest stories (it was a draw).
Vinnie
picked me up at mile 85 and brought me the rest of the way in. By this time, a sub-24 hour finish was
looking very doable and I just needed to finish steady. Unfortunately for Vinny, I had put on
headphones by this point and withdrew into my own head just trying to keep
going. We had one brief scare when we
didn't see a race marker for nearly 10 minutes; but we fortunately didn't miss
a turn. We hit pavement with 3 miles to
go and he induced me into dropping the hammer (what was left of it anyway) for
the final stretch. 23:35:40 and 31st
place.
Andy
got his first 100 mile finish in 2 years, Nick got his first 100 ever, Sean
finished only an hour behind me, and Amy got in for her, what was a long
training run. Even Patrick's first DNF
could be looked at in a positive light (read his post). As usual, the RV ride up and back was a blast
(I may only enter races that are in driving distance). Looking forward to recovering and then
gearing back up for Ancient Oaks in 7 weeks.
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